All night has been full of screaming, fighting & truths coming out.
I feel like I am living in a house with people I tried so hard to trust & I wanted so badly to become my good friends, maybe even become a family, but that is nothing that will happen around here because I am the only one out of the loop & I am the only one sitting alone.
Everyone is downstairs, laughing, bullshitting & having a good time. I'm not sure what to do with myself, all I know is I want the hell out of here & I want out now.
I have this feeling things aren't going to change if I stay & I don't want to stick around to find out.
Way too much has gone down lately & it's more than I can handle.
